Saturday, July 08, 2006
there's this weird feeling in me i cant describe. i wish you could feel it, but i know you're not going to, cause you wouldnt know enough.
there's this certain emptyness in me, something i dont really apprehend, yet i know it's there. i know i have to do this, because that's the only way i can avoid getting hurt again. it's a way of protection, y'know. i cant keep depending on you to protect me, cause you end up hurting me again. so, to do the right thing, i've gotta get through this and hope it works. im having mixed feelings about this, but i've no choice.
i love you too much to carry on.
hey girlfriend, get more sensitive.
i stared up and thought, i need someone to witness this beautiful scene with me. i wonder if it'll be more beautiful and lovely if i was watching with you.
eeeks, the month is coming. im scared ): i want someone to walk me home! i know mich will volunteer :D she's such a sweet guy girlfriend, i always feel so safe with her :D but i couldnt possibly count on her all the time, i'd feel bad : /
oh, i wish i could count on you.
ahem, excuse me mich, i never wanted to les you alright, dont think too much (: i'd choose girlfriend. hahah!
urgh, i shouldnt have screamed nor shouted yesterday. all wc's fault, they made me high. and now my throat's bad, but i still wanto talk ): my newest hobby, waiting for you to call (:
my angels, WC and you (:
It's a beautiful disguise.